Totally PuNk Skarred 4 LiFe TotAlly Un4GiVeN

2010-10-17T01:23:00.003+08:00

I reckon that today will be just another day

Guess I was wrong.

Met up with Hoods and Nabil

Got my haircut.

Not expected but a good change

since i've always wanted short hair again

I look younger. Haha

Anyways, didnt really think that it will matter

I text Apis just for the fun of it

He was having training

Didnt expect a reply

Sudden questions popped out!

He wants to know whether I have feelings for him again!

If yes how come him?

It was a shicker definitely

I consulted love doctor Haru

He advised me that I should be neutral

Rushing into a relationship can be fatal especially since

I just gotten over Ady. I tad hard for me.

So I told Apis honestly that i care about him a lot

I treasure our friendship

But due to my past, i wasnt sure that I wanna rush things

(It will be love suicide...)

But who knows what the future holds

Insyallah..

His reply was:

"Tin..my feelings are kinda unsure.. I want but i'm afraid..

after what happen a year ago to me..

I'm kinda lost when i face love..

I need someone to open myself up again..

coz i see i can't do this alone..

I felt happy and comfortable when i'm with you too..

like i have a sense of belonging somewhere in you..

but yea as you say who knows what the future holds..

i dun wanna rush it..(:"

I reassured him that he's not alone and that I'm here

when he needs me. That he should not despair or give up hope

Insyallah we will find a way

Cos he can make me smile:)

All of a sudden, Im starting to be unsure myself

Kinda wanna run away

But why not stay and face it?

I called Bro.

Who was utterly flattered by kecohrables request to sing for them

Haha! Peminat setia ape!

He sensed that maybe Apis does has feelings for me

But knowing him too well

I'm scared of the consequenses

I did notice the sudden affection towards me

All the flirting and pet names

The gestures and body language

Especially yesterday when i hang out with the guys

Hes being so gentlemental (hehe..)

Its obvious.

Haiz. Singlehood

I wanna enjoy that. Cant deny my feelings for him

But rushing into love is not a great idea either.

Well if its meant to be.

He will come back

Sooner or later

I have a lot of time i guess

I leave love to God

Soley on His Hands

Insyallah..

Ouh! and how was my weekend you ask?

It was awesome so far!

Hang out with peeps

I feel happy and free!

Friday with the bros

A night filled with goofy jokes- laughter, Pure joy

Saturday-

Gig with Kecohrables

FunfunFun!

What more can a girl ask for?

2010-10-12T00:11:00.003+08:00

Another day gone-closer to school reopening!

Though you make me smile,

somehow it seems different.

I just wanna forget everything. The fact. I know it can never happen. It will never work. Never again. So stop giving me mixed signals. Leave me alone.

2010-10-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

A special day for a very special person

The much anticipated engagement for my dearest Nur

Congrats to you dear!♥

Truly happy for you..

Seeing peeps getting hitched

I envied them at times

But in a way, im quite positive my turn will come soon

Just not sure who's the lucky broody:D

My must-have qualities in a man?

Undecided;

But he must be tall & has the ability

to make me happy:) (...and laugh!)

All the teasing and flirtatious comments makes me curious

What's up with that?

What's with the sweet name-calling

& the cheeky grin?

But it makes me feel warm inside

But It's true, I know you never feel the same

Its just temporary

Optimistic as im always am

Hopefully I find my Prince Charming soon:))

Till then, Im enjoying life

Upcoming outing with peeps

Ouh and school's starting soon

FYP ouh!

2010-09-19T22:52:00.002+08:00

HeyHeyHey Earthlings!

I know it has been super long since I've updated!

My apologies.:D

A few incidences caused me to take a sabbatical from blogging

But alas! Now I'm picked myself up and regain the strength to move on.

Goodbye past, Hello Future!

Ouh Selamat Hari Raya Peeps!

How's everyone's raya so far?

Well, mine didnt turn out as i expect but it was ok

Moreover, my birthday was around the same time!

At the stroke of midnight, everyone sang a birthday song for me

So sweet! Next thing i know, I have Vanilla&Lime ice cream all over ma face!

Been looking forward to go out with my peeps!

Kecohrables where are you??

And Nur's engagement of course!

Many many reasons for me to smile!