I reckon that today will be just another day
Guess I was wrong.
Met up with Hoods and Nabil
Got my haircut.
Not expected but a good change
since i've always wanted short hair again
I look younger. Haha
Anyways, didnt really think that it will matter
I text Apis just for the fun of it
He was having training
Didnt expect a reply
Sudden questions popped out!
He wants to know whether I have feelings for him again!
If yes how come him?
It was a shicker definitely
I consulted love doctor Haru
He advised me that I should be neutral
Rushing into a relationship can be fatal especially since
I just gotten over Ady. I tad hard for me.
So I told Apis honestly that i care about him a lot
I treasure our friendship
But due to my past, i wasnt sure that I wanna rush things
(It will be love suicide...)
But who knows what the future holds
His reply was:
"Tin..my feelings are kinda unsure.. I want but i'm afraid..
after what happen a year ago to me..
I'm kinda lost when i face love..
I need someone to open myself up again..
coz i see i can't do this alone..
I felt happy and comfortable when i'm with you too..
like i have a sense of belonging somewhere in you..
but yea as you say who knows what the future holds..
i dun wanna rush it..(:"
I reassured him that he's not alone and that I'm here
when he needs me. That he should not despair or give up hope
Insyallah we will find a way
Cos he can make me smile:)
All of a sudden, Im starting to be unsure myself
Kinda wanna run away
But why not stay and face it?
I called Bro.
Who was utterly flattered by kecohrables request to sing for them
Haha! Peminat setia ape!
He sensed that maybe Apis does has feelings for me
But knowing him too well
I'm scared of the consequenses
I did notice the sudden affection towards me
All the flirting and pet names
The gestures and body language
Especially yesterday when i hang out with the guys
Hes being so gentlemental (hehe..)
I wanna enjoy that. Cant deny my feelings for him
But rushing into love is not a great idea either.
Well if its meant to be.
He will come back
Sooner or later
I have a lot of time i guess
I leave love to God
Soley on His Hands
Ouh! and how was my weekend you ask?
It was awesome so far!
Hang out with peeps
I feel happy and free!
Friday with the bros
A night filled with goofy jokes- laughter, Pure joy
Gig with Kecohrables
What more can a girl ask for?